Let's tell the whole story

[lttlmtn]

This thread is to start my story of the truth for all to read.  My case background is on other threads and you can read it there.  This thread is to begin the video diary of how my fight began, what happened during, and how things are ending...  Please feel free to comment, post, and reply to anything you feel important. I would like to try and make a difference as much as I can, but I am just a regular guy just trying to be a good father to my children.

http://lbpblueprints.blogspot.com/

Thank you to everyone for your continued love and support...

[lttlmtn]

For the record... you will hear me refer to the person charged with kidnapping the "Kidnapper" since I don't like to hear the sound of that person's name, and when I write about this person you will see tK as the acronym for the Kidnapper... just FYI since I believe saying their name on any form of publishing is giving that criminal some type of fame in their eyes, which is the opposite of what I would like to give a kidnapper...

A snowball in the face!

[lttlmtn]

http://lbpblueprints.blogspot.com/2010/12/sunday-morning-dec-19-2010.html

This is just another video of me telling how I am feeling while waiting for Emily to be brought home.

[Diane]

Dear Roy,

Just saw your video and think you are very kind to be trying to help others going as you go through this very difficult and stressful time.  Somehow,  I feel that your trial will soon be over.  Again the prayers and best wishes of so many here and elsewhere are with you.   BTW.  I grew up in Springfield,  Mo. and still have many family members there.  Many good people in that area and hopefully you will have the support you need when Emily is home.   Diane

[lttlmtn]

Dear Roy,

Just saw your video and think you are very kind to be trying to help others going as you go through this very difficult and stressful time.  Somehow,  I feel that your trial will soon be over.  Again the prayers and best wishes of so many here and elsewhere are with you.   BTW.  I grew up in Springfield,  Mo. and still have many family members there.  Many good people in that area and hopefully you will have the support you need when Emily is home.   Diane

Diane,
Thank you for your prayers and support.  The people in this community are incredible to say the least.  I wish my trials will be over soon, but I know that when she comes home I will face other challenges from her mother and possibly her family.  The only thing I can do is share my experience and hope I can help someone else as all of you have helped me. Below is the latest video from when I got home from church.  God speaks directly to me through other people.

I was told by a pastor the other day that we are like a log in a fire when it comes to faith, and if we are removed from the fire (church) and set alone our flame starts to die and we begin to lose faith.  So even when I am sobbing, teary eyed, and not feeling like moving... I go to church to hear the message written for me. I want to immerse myself in the fire and be surrounded by other logs (people) seeking the true power & truth of God.

http://lbpblueprints.blogspot.com/

[lttlmtn]

Let's talk about what is currently happening in my case...?  It appears that the country of Costa Rica has went on vacation?  They gave a known kidnapper a week to plan an escape, then they go to find the child and well... imagine that, the kidnapper has absconded again.  Now, it feels like they have decided, well... she's still here and will most likely be here after Christmas break, so we'll just try and figure this out then???

I mean really?  This is a very important Hague Case to see how their country handles the first deportation of a child under the Hague Treaty, and so far they have fallen short.  Funny thing also is that nobody wants to take accountability of why this has turned out to be a flop.  It'd be really nice if someone out there would stand up to the plate and get some results.  I have the local law enforcement here in Missouri trying their hardest to get the Federal warrant issued, and wish they were in Costa Rica because it is obvious that our law enforcement won't quit until they get results (in my opinion).

Just because the holidays are here doesn't mean we aren't still fighting and hurting at the same time, but who the heck am I...? Well, I believe that answer is apparent... nobody important, and my children aren't that important either.  What's more important right now is egg nog, and eating like it's an event, when it comes to the authorities that can make something really happen. This is a venting session, that I feel is not far from the truth...!

Any other opinions or feelings on the matter?

I get to look at a bare Christmas tree everyday because we were waiting to decorate it with Emily... and we're waiting to hang her stocking too (per the wishes of my two boys)

[lttlmtn]

I thought this might tell a little bit more of the TRUTH and how she is out right lying to people about me shoving her down, and some other interesting facts...
This is the beginning of her journal that disproves her allegations of my abuse

Here is where she admits drug use in "her" family

This is the start of where I am supposed to be beating her... one of her false allegations

Here is where she claims to the world that I "shoved" her down with Emily in her arms, but if you read her "Keep Emily Safe" Facebook info page she says I shove her down, and then she makes is sound like I was doing this abuse while she had Emily in her arms, and then she claims to put Emily down, and then she claims I asked her if I she wanted to die... What a joke! Why is none of this in her personal journal? Because it didn't happen...

Funny how she says she put Emily down and that she didn't want my youngest son to hear it...

This IS the truth... I am wondering if her friends are still willing to risk their freedom to protect a person that has been very deceiving to them the entire time?

You might wonder why I have held the information this long... because I didn't need it to win my case.  I think it's a good time for her supporters to really know the truth before they risk their own freedom and help her to go deep into hiding.  How can she explain this? I am not that good with a computer to create such documents, and especially in her own handwriting... I did crop it so to not give out more info I can possibly use later, but I think this clearly shows the truth about her lies.

This entire time she has been projecting herself and family problems on me... this is why she is so convincing to her friends and family, because she has actually lived through abuse, just not by my hands... which makes it easy for her to drum up emotions and really look like she has suffered abuse, which I'm sure she has through her own family. It clearly shows her acknowledgment of drug use at her own mother's house.

[Jara]

Hey Kiddo-

I need you to hang in there and be strong.  You have so much love and support with you and Emily, just remember that.  Also, please remember this is a public domain.  As a friend; decorate the tree and Emily will see the ambiance of "home". 
We are all behind you, be strong.
xxoo,

[lttlmtn]

Hey Kiddo-

I need you to hang in there and be strong.  You have so much love and support with you and Emily, just remember that.  Also, please remember this is a public domain.  As a friend; decorate the tree and Emily will see the ambiance of "home". 
We are all behind you, be strong.
xxoo,

Thanks Jara... we are planning on decorating tonight.  My boys wanted to wait for their sister, but I told them the same thing you told me... we need to have it decorated now so if by some miracle she comes home, she'll see a pretty Christmas tree that her family decorated for her....

Thank you and everyone on BSHF for the love and support


Roy

[ANALE]

Roy-
I'm thinking and praying for you.  Keep the faith.  Can you and the boys feel our vibes?

[lttlmtn]

Anale,
I can feel the prayers overcome me daily... we are truly blessed.  I know what our purpose is and has been given by God himself.
Thank you for everything...

Roy Koyama _ LBP of Emily Alina Koyama

[lttlmtn]

Christmas - for the Left Behind Parent of an International Kidnapping Crime
This year was getting really exciting to think we might actually have our princess home to unwrap gifts for the first time with us.  Hope for the best and prepare for the worst is what I am told. I wanted it to fall on deaf ears so I could actually get excited to see my baby with a short time.  She was ripped form my life 22 months ago and I haven't been the same man since.  I truly feel an emptiness inside my body, and it began to fill up about 10 days ago when I go the news.
Now I am finding that tK has more time to plot and make maneuvers that can delay this even further.  The end result is not coming out in her favor, day by day, minute by minute... and don't think I haven't given the authorities every little ounce of information to make this happen sooner.

I was feeling bad about what is going to happen to Trina, because she is the mother of my baby, but after sitting in my car sobbing for several minutes, thinking how she has affected all of our live forever, and to be branded the family with a kidnapper in it... this is still going to be a long journey.  I've read how this directly effects EVERYONE, and especially the children involved.

I can only ask you one time Trina, contact Don Locke ASAP (he gave you his private number).  The FBI Warrant is still in the works, and when it comes down to Greene County, they are not considering dealing with you while you are in hiding.  Expose yourself, call Don so he can meet you somewhere, go to the Embassy, meet the escort that will be accompanying you with Emily to the Springfield Airport. You are only responsible for your airfare.  We need to act swiftly before you do get the Federal Warrant, because if you do get locked up, it'll be federal time. Do what is right for Emily now, not what you think is right, but what is really right... You know exactly what I mean...

I pray for the two of you for a safe journey back home so Emily can have her entire family in her life.

For the full story got to:
http://lbpblueprints.blogspot.com/

[lttlmtn]

current update:

http://lbpblueprints.blogspot.com/2011/01/current-status.html

[lttlmtn]

http://lbpblueprints.blogspot.com/2011/01/living-unknown.html

Thursday, January 13, 2011
Living the unknown
Currently I am living the unknown.... before this time, I was living in the fight, but now have appeared to won the fight.  The only thing is as long as my daughter is on foreign soil, my rights are limited on how things are dealt with in the foreign land.  All I have today are my memories of my daughter, pictures of her I get occasionally through resources other than tK.  This entire ordeal has changed all of our lives forever. This impacts not only me and tK, but all the other children, any family members, friends, and potentially future relationships with other people in our lives.

There are times when my heart tells me to be soft and just become emotional over the situation, but God has plans for me and brings me to my feet every time, out of the muck and mire...

Right now during this phase of getting the laws to move forward and provide justice to an almost 2 year crime, I don't know what is happening in CR as their Judicial system resumes next week Monday January 17, 2011 and hopefully we'll see some real quick progress???  I just pray tK turns herself over to return to the US this following week as she had implied she could travel after Christmas.  The time has come to bring our family issues back to the US and shed the light on the entire truth.

I am grateful for all the help and supporters that have gone above and beyond what I could ever imagined. I just sit patiently waiting to hear back from the powers to be since there is nothing further I can do to help. Prayers and hope
Posted by Roy Koyama at 11:17 AM 0 comments

[lttlmtn]

http://lbpblueprints.blogspot.com/2011/01/who-really-knows-what-is-going-to.html